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Brief Synopsis:

alexa marie.

woman. 21. single.
charm city, maryland.
pink. green. brown.
sarcastic. loud. easy-going.
artsy. fun-loving. colorful.
rock. pop. classic.
half deaf. all ears.

I plan on going back to school to
Howard Community College to
get a certificate in Graphic Design

Until then,
I'm just dicking around.

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Explosm.net
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5 November 09

Reblogged: quote-book

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30 July 09
lovebot:

creampuff: Learn
Do what makes you happy.

lovebot:

creampuff: Learn

Do what makes you happy.

Reblogged: lovebot

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6 July 09

Alien vs. $3,500 - Guess who wins!?

fmylife:

Today, I come home to find my nephew holding pieces of my new $3,500 Sony Video Camera. He told me he threw it out the window because it was a portal for aliens. FML

hahaha, gotta give him an A+ for creativity though.

Reblogged: fmylife

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20 March 09
eatsleepdraw:
I saw this in a dream and captured it with ink. (voidism)
Wow, I really get such a surge of emotion from this, you can tell that you put a lot of yourself and thoughts into this. Great concept! :)

eatsleepdraw:

I saw this in a dream and captured it with ink. (voidism)

Wow, I really get such a surge of emotion from this, you can tell that you put a lot of yourself and thoughts into this. Great concept! :)

Reblogged: eatsleepdraw

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19 March 09

Seroquel

Seroquel… it knocks me the HELL out.

It’s like a tranquilizer… I couldn’t stay awake if I tried.

*yawn —- passes out*

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14 March 09
hershapeinthedoorway:

allthingsalishan:

aliexplainsitall:

sheasylvia said:

If I ever pull anything remotely resembling this crap, please cancel my Facebook account immediately and put me in a padded room somewhere.

(via stfumarrieds)
……….
I concur. this makes me want to vom.

Melinda sucks.

muahahhahahaha this is so terrible. i will never, ever do this. i hate status updates in general basically.

oh god. I hate when people do this, especially about their significant other, because then, I’m just laying in bed, all alone, with my Brian (from Family Guy) stuffed animal and way too many pillows; Constantly (every, 5 minutes or so) being reminded that there are idiots like her out there with someone to snuggle up with at night… where does that leave me?!

hershapeinthedoorway:

allthingsalishan:

aliexplainsitall:

sheasylvia said:

If I ever pull anything remotely resembling this crap, please cancel my Facebook account immediately and put me in a padded room somewhere.

(via stfumarrieds)

……….

I concur. this makes me want to vom.

Melinda sucks.

muahahhahahaha this is so terrible. i will never, ever do this. i hate status updates in general basically.

oh god. I hate when people do this, especially about their significant other, because then, I’m just laying in bed, all alone, with my Brian (from Family Guy) stuffed animal and way too many pillows; Constantly (every, 5 minutes or so) being reminded that there are idiots like her out there with someone to snuggle up with at night… where does that leave me?!

Reblogged: hershapeinthedoorway

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Posted: 12:37 AM
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11 March 09

Oh come on, this is GREAT!




This is how my generation rolls.

Oh come on, this is GREAT!

This is how my generation rolls.

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Posted: 8:47 PM
We heart it / Visual bookmark for everyone
Don’t EVER let your talent die.

We heart it / Visual bookmark for everyone

Don’t EVER let your talent die.

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Posted: 8:03 PM

Attack of the Panics!

I was just having a normal, chill day with Samantha. We were kinda worried about how neither of us have jobs right now, but we went to Lowes and asked if they were hiring, which, of course, they weren’t.

So we end up riding around wasting time, then go hang out at our friend Lauren’s dorm. We’re just hanging out, chilling, and all of the sudden, out of NOWHERE, I started feeling suffocated, like I couldn’t breathe and my heart began to feel like it was beating out of my chest. I started freaking out and telling my friends something was wrong and that they needed to call 911 because I felt like I was going to die. I wound up fleeing the room, all dizzily and lightheaded, gasping for breath. It was AWFUL, I was freaking out on the couch in the common room for like 20 minutes. Sam had to convince me that my heart rate was completely normal and that I was breathing perfectly fine.

We pretty much agreed that I had had a major panic attack. Everything described on that page is EXACTLY what happened to me.

From Wikipedia:

“Panic attacks are very sudden, discrete periods of intense anxiety, mounting physiological arousal, fear, stomach problems and discomfort that are associated with a variety of somatic and cognitive symptoms. The onset of these episodes is typically abrupt, and may have no obvious triggers. Some, notably first-time sufferers, may call for emergency services. Many who experience a panic attack, mostly for the first time, fear they are having a heart attack or a nervous breakdown. Sufferers of panic attacks often report a fear or sense of dying, “going crazy”, or experiencing a heart attack or “flashing vision”, feeling faint or nauseated, heavy breathing, or losing control of themselves. These feelings may provoke a strong urge to escape or flee the place where the attack began (a consequence of the sympathetic “fight or flight” response).”

Everything in bold is exactly what I just experienced. I have never had a panic attack, and I had no IDEA how horrible and intense it could be, and how unexpected and random it was. It was especially bad since I was probably  not in the right mind set to deal with something like that at the time. It was a truly awful experience, it felt like a bad trip, except it was worse cause it was REAL and completely not drug-related.

So yeah, that was my day… I took some Xanex to calm me down, and I feel much better now, and hella tired.

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Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh